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Writer's pictureLynn Chitsatso

Trust the process

It’s not always easy to accept whatever that has happened to us especially when we can’t even trace where it came from.

I remember the winter of 2018 after a successful launch of my first book, The Whisper.  A few days later, began a path we had no idea of. Our lives changed, we did not ask or planned for this, l said to myself.

I did not perceive it, neither imagined walking this path.

The journey was crippling, exhausting and painful. It is never easy for a parent to find yourself hopeless. To this day l have no idea, how we are still here.

“Mrs C, can you come quickly” the voice on the other line, became the norm,  a daily routine.

All of sudden, l was now part of the furniture in that office. I now had access to every room. The only thing that was missing now, was for me to have my own lanyard pass. I needed no introduction. Everyone could greet me by name. Prestigious that may sound, but it was all covered in shame and trying my best to hold it together every moment, trying to be strong. I was in tatters the whole time , everything in me was shattered. I did not look forward to the next day at all. I had lots of questions for God, with no answers.

It was tough, but all the time l felt like God was saying to me Be still and know that l am God.

In some cases l would hear Him say, My grace is sufficient and in your weakness l am strong.  Half the time it didn’t make any sense, all l could remember to do was to murmur “grace grace grace”.  Thank you again mama 🕊 for teaching this prayer.

It was a lonely period, we lost a lot of relations.

We are grateful of the very few who stayed.


Now l can say FAITHFUL, FAITHFUL is our GOD.


Along the way, l learned to trust God more, and know that His ways are higher. I may not like the path, the undoing, etc. but He has my best interest and He will work it out.

All l have to do is trust the process, so can you. There is no situation that goes to waste with God. Trust Him.




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